Entries by Esther Sühling

Let go or stick with it?

Let go or stick with it?
Sometimes "Let go" sounds like spiritual advice – light, wise, liberating.
But often hidden within it is the old "Don't feel it!"„
Silencing.
The belittling.

My text is about why genuine feeling doesn't weaken, but connects.
Why grief, anger, and pain can be sacred spaces.
And why "letting go" sometimes divides rather than heals – especially when it makes suffering invisible and leaves injustice unnamed.

Three levels of meaning

Sometimes life changes so suddenly that a familiar level disappears – a farewell, a loss, a transition.
Then questions arise that cannot be ignored: What is the meaning of life? What is the purpose of my continued existence? And that is precisely where the search begins, a search I cannot simply resolve.

My thoughts on Pride Month

In June, I often feel how fragile freedom remains. Pride Month reminds us that people must constantly fight for the right to simply be themselves—without fear, without justification, without defensiveness. And it raises an old question anew: Why does the unfamiliar sometimes affect us so deeply, and why do we find it so difficult not to reject it, but to embrace it?

Between me and the others

To maintain balance between ourselves and others, we also need retreat, like in a kiva – again and again, to regain clarity about our path. The synthesis: integration of both sides.
„Love your neighbor as yourself“ (Mark 12:31) – this is not a choice between two options, nor is it: first one, then the other. It means an integration of both poles.

Perspectives on the Cross

Perspectives on the Cross – Why Jesus' Last Words Mean Something to Us
The Gospels do not tell what Jesus actually said – but what people needed.
– Mark and Matthew emphasize the feeling of abandonment: God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
– Luke recounts forgiveness („Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing“)
– John emphasizes the completion („It is finished!“)
Which perspective resonates with you? Read now – and discover what the words on the cross can mean for you.

A quiet way home: Release me, God.

This poem evokes a longing that transcends expectations. It opens a space where dying is not merely an end, but a path that unfolds and leads homeward. For me, this poem adds another perspective to the other two texts – the story of Mrs. G. and the view of […]